There are a lot of bad choices to be made. A lot of evil can be brought from them.

In the Jewish religion it is said that God is all powerful and wholly good. But if God is all powerful and wholly good he would stop evil. The only explanation would be to say that God is only one. Either all powerful or wholly good.

But no, I take that back. It's not the only explanation. The other is free will. It's the freedom that God gives us to make a choice. It can tell us that God is all powerful and wholly good but choses not to help us with evil. Stopping even would be like taking away morality and freedom. It would mean God is controlling us, but no, he choses not to. God gives us the freedom to do as we want to with our lives and some people abuse that freedom.

God lets us make our own decisions.

I understand this explanation, but if it is so, I dislike God. If he is all powerful and wholly good and still lets innocent people die and get hurt everyday I can't understand what his morals on the phrase 'wholly good' are. Does he really think he's teaching us a lesson by letting us watch an innocent loved one die? Or maybe he's trying to create havoc by doing so. Proving that he either is ignorant to the meaning 'wholly good' or just not wholly good at all. 

And if he is all powerful, how can he not see when someone is deserving of life? Shouldn't he be able to help someone in need when they've stuck by him throughout their life? Does he really have to make them suffer. 

Even with illness. God lets millions of people every week die from illness. This doesn't show his letting us have freedom with evil. No, it shows us he is either not wholly good or all powerful.

I don't know why people marvel and praise him so much when he is actually to blame for the loss of many lives...

I used to think well of God but know, I don't know...

-Eggy Mayers, wanna be writer.

And the tear drops fall.

The tear drop falls like a shard of glass from the shattered, fragile heart.

It falls elegantly then pierces the cheek with its blunt edge.

It breaks perfect formation and spreads like an army, dampens the skin and marks its territory.

It takes command of your face. 

Forcing you not to smile, not to laugh.

You obey, solemnly. 

Then the next tear drop falls.

This one falls harder than the first.

It hurts equally.

The first one has made its way down the face leaving a transparent glossy film.

The second one will follow, leaving two symmetrical streaks down either side of a broken face.

-Eggy Mayers, wanna be writer.