Disappointment Took My Throne

Disappointment stings the throat and leaves the mouth bone dry.

Disappointment brings you low when you felt like you could fly.

Disappointment has a body of a snake to suffocate.

Disappointment slows you down and begins to accelerate.

The body goes limp and the emotion goes blue.

Respect and faith is lost, something you once knew.

Disappointments not forgotten, you'll remember it next time.

Disappointment helps you grow and learn, disappointment makes you climb.

Disappointment hurts those who love me. I know they strive for better.

Disappointment makes me think things through as I write out every letter.

I was stupid. I was foolish. I was wrong. I was dumb.

But I have future to change that, who knows what I'll become? 

Disappointment throws off balance, disappointments stuck alone.

Disappointment supplies sorrow, disappointment took my thrown.

-Eggy Mayers, wanna be writer.

Cancer

You mock freedom night and day.

You, sickness, traps souls and dreams.

Dreaming loosens the belt.

Fighting weakens the body.

Reality lets you win.

You dampen winter warmth.

You drown summer spirits.

You overrule. 

You order around. 

You take charge.

You attack.

Who are you kidding, fool?

You don't do anyone proud.

You don't make anyone smile.

You, yourself have a sick mind.

You, yourself have no guilt, no emotion.

You drink with death and dance with sorrow.

You're cold hearted.

You take and don't give back.

You're selfish.

You attack the innocent.

You're cowardly.

You thrive off tears.

You thrive off mourning.

You thrive off broken hopes.

You thrive off desperation.

You're a king without a castle.

You're a jewel without a crown.

You're a hated disease without a heart.

I hate you cancer,

Yours sincerely, Miss Tatiana Rose Mayers.

-Eggy Mayers, wanna be writer.